Scuttles, Dolly, and Edie
I have been a bit more hopeful lately....I'm fighting this depression and anxiety!! I know I'm not "fat" or over weight, but I'm just not comfy with my body right now. I prefer to be smaller...I wont do what I've done in the past and get nasty skinny. I just want my freakin adorable clothes to fit. Not to mention it's dead summer and I can't be showy...hehe! I'm going to really start to work on it and I know I'll go right back to were I feel great :) I have been eating healthy for two days but need to work out :/
This week I'm going to the mental health clinic to hopefully get back on meds for anxiety and depression!! I hope all goes well...I really need it to!! I'm also getting my hair cut and dyed as well!! These are just those "things" that make me feel good!!
I put ads up for the puppies....so bittersweet. I have yet decided if I'll keep one!!?? It's all up in the air at this point!
I keep saying and writing it but I really need to give myself a manie and pedie!!! Oh and a facial and all over exfoliation....I just need to do a little spa day!! Emmm???? I also need to go to the library today...I'm craving some "material"! Blahh...I shuld clean and organize my room and clothes :/ blahh and I should wash Bentley :/ ???????
Ahhh, I waiting and waiting for my Lolita sunnies....I can't wait for that little package of perfection!
