I'm keeping my head up

Scuttles, Dolly, and Edie

I have been a bit more hopeful lately....I'm fighting this depression and anxiety!! I know I'm not "fat" or over weight, but I'm just not comfy with my body right now. I prefer to be smaller...I wont do what I've done in the past and get nasty skinny. I just want my freakin adorable clothes to fit. Not to mention it's dead summer and I can't be showy...hehe! I'm going to really start to work on it and I know I'll go right back to were I feel great :) I have been eating healthy for two days but need to work out :/

This week I'm going to the mental health clinic to hopefully get back on meds for anxiety and depression!! I hope all goes well...I really need it to!! I'm also getting my hair cut and dyed as well!! These are just those "things" that make me feel good!!

I put ads up for the puppies....so bittersweet. I have yet decided if I'll keep one!!?? It's all up in the air at this point!

I keep saying and writing it but I really need to give myself a manie and pedie!!! Oh and a facial and all over exfoliation....I just need to do a little spa day!! Emmm???? I also need to go to the library today...I'm craving some "material"! Blahh...I shuld clean and organize my room and clothes :/ blahh and I should wash Bentley :/ ???????

Ahhh, I waiting and waiting for my Lolita sunnies....I can't wait for that little package of perfection!

Morning Dolls

I'm waiting for the hubby to bring a Red bull...a daily ritual that should end hehe!

OMG my Dad ordered me Lolita sunnies...I know I know, so early 2000's but it's an obsession that wont die! I have searched everywhere and have yet to find them....or they are have a yucky cheap feel :/ Anywho, they come in 4-5 days :) I'm ecstatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Awh, my Dad can be such a awesome guy!!

I'm going to make another attempt at the walmart dog tag maker....I really want one damn it! The Library would be peachy too!

La Lolla buys!!!!

My Dad was too sweet and bought me this adorable vintage lacy dress

Then the store in Pacific Beach were he sells his tiles, I fell in love with this ring from another artist booth....thanks Daddy-o!! He totally made my day! It was fun just walking around and checking out shops. He got a cute Polo.

I coined stared a bunch of change again and took the city bus budget shopping but when I Finlay found "the purchase", it happened to come out of a machine and the machine was broken. It was a dog tag machine but I'm going to make myself a pink heart one that says my name! They are only 6 bucks and come with a chain...I'm so going tomorrow to battle the machine again!

Going to la lolla

yikes my hair needs to get "did"

Enjoying my morning coffee, all though I should be drinking tea for health purposes :/

I actually got kinda dolled up today lol.....going for the sailor nautical look. I have this precious blue and white stripped dress on (found in the kid's section at walmart for 5 bucks), my Ralf Lauren gold yacht sandals, my flea market stopwatch/compact necklace, thrift red and gold sunnies, a red Dior cuff and my hair and make-up are natural! Pretty darn lovely :) We are going to this 2 time couture store to pick up the money from a Dior purse I sold and then stop by Pacific Beach wear my Dad's tiles are sold. Hopefully my Daddy-o will take me out to lunch!!!

Omg I went totally crazy with the glue gun and my Barrett's last night....but hey it was all in the name of DIY fun!